“20 bucks says you’ll remember me when you see me on your tv screen it might be the first time but it won’t be the last time”-adtr
Tired of this broken down town, I’m tired of getting zero respect from my sisters once I have enough money and a good job I’m moving the fuck out I’m so damn tired of this bullshit fuck this house fuck this town and the same damn people honestly this whole world is fake. Apparently nobody can show who they truly are. It’s fucking ridiculous.
So much on my mind. I’m finally happy cause I met someone who means a lot but idk how she sees me or if she even likes me but maybe I’m just over thinking it.
I can’t just be friends. If only I could yell out what’s on my mind and the things I think. I don’t because I’d be tossed out thrown to the side for my own personal opinions. I wish I could tell her how I feel. What these people don’t get is i cannot deal with alot that’s why I don’t talk to many people she’s the one person i can deal with everything that comes my way from her. If only she could see it or hear it but I promised I wouldnt talk about it. The biggest promise I’ve ever made even when it doesn’t seem like it. It’s the hardest to keep but I’ll keep it for her.